LOVE

Don't say you love me unless
you really mean it,
because I might do
something crazy like believe it!
I hate you...and then I love you...
it's like I want to throw you off a cliff...
then rush to the bottom to catch you.
For you see,
each day I love you more.
Today more than yesterday
and less than tomorrow.
I love you not because
of what you can give me,
its because how my heart
warms up whenever I am near you.
And remember this...
never say i love you,
if you don't really care...
never talk about feelings,
if they aren't really there...
never touch a life,
if you mean to break a heart...
never say you're going to,
if you don't plan to start...
never look me in they eye,
when all you do is lie...
never say hello,
if you really mean good-bye.
If you love me as I love you,
nothing but death can part us two.
Tears in my eyes,
you on my mind, love in my heart,
oceans in-between ...
I love you.
Should I hate you
because you hurt me?
Or should I love you
because you made me feel special?

HATE THAT MOTHER FUCKING BITCH! SHE THINK SHE GOT ONE STUPID DUMB SEC 3 BF SHE CAN ACT PRO! TWO TIMED MY GOOD FREIND! PLAY WITH HIS FEELINGS! COME AND SLAP MY FACE YOURSELF AR1 WHY MUST ASK ANOTHER PERSON COME SLAP! WALAU! I RESPECT THE TEACHER, IF NOT I HAVE SLAP YOUR BLOODY IRRITATING FACE!

today go skol quite early.First thing in the morning talk to AHMAD... Nid to go buy fruits cz fruits day den i go buy apple. Den when assembly finish oradi nid to eat your fruits straight away. I HATE fruits!! den teacher force me to eat bt i only eat one quater of it. teacher say i cannaot throw bt i just go and throw...hehe...first lesson go science lab den nid do experiment. i first one to finish making d speciment. den go put under micro-scope.i go and zoom until soo nice eh like drawing.Sithiqu keep going around and comment on other's experiment.so i go call hym to see mine den he straight away go tell cher.Cher came and go tell everybody mine is very good.i soo happy leh!! sumore AHMAD is just in front of me...everyone keep coming to my table to see me speciment...Shiling tell AHMAD i like hym den whole day he talk less to me eh. i very sad eh.Ishak nvr come so i tell Ashiqin everything again like i always do. play murderer with ahmad, ady, ashiqin and farah.Shiling cry cz gastric pain.my ahmad put his hand over her shoulder and ask if she's okey. skip skip until after skol. go find they all at playground hfound oradi den gt ZI WEI!! i HATE hym lorh!! cz of hym i nvr talk to my ahmad!!actually we go with karen den she dunno go where oradi....met her at interchange. go take same bus as shiling and karen... thts all... byebye!

hapie b'dae to me!!

today is my BIRTHDAY!!i go school wiv shiling... nvr tie hair so my hair damn ugly lorh...den wen waiting for her i saw PRANJAL.. He ask i waiting for who den i say 'ur wife' he keep saying 'huh'....wen we line up out side class, sithiqu go walk to me and say happy birthday while shaking my hand until so hard.i like very shocked orh.den everyone start to wish me happy birthday..thanks guyz! den early morning see that ugly, stubborn home econ teacher.den gt to sit bside my AHMAD... skip skip...Ady give me birthday present!!guinness pen...very nice eh.soo solid black.... skip skip again.skip until after school.go play again like yesterday.Yesterday oso AHMAD sit beside me.very very near eh! today play swing until i fall down den d sithiqu keep repeating!!damn funny sia!!